You're right in a sense. The christian God is made out to be super duper obsessed with punishment, whether christians want to admit it or not. He may claim to love everyone, but he loves to punish them more. Why else would he insist on eternal damnation for not being 100% sin-free?

God recognizes this flaw in himself and realizes he needs to do something about it. So that's where he comes up with the idea to make himself a son (who is somehow himself) to die as a payment for people's sins, somehow...

Also the text is awfully tiny, make it bigger next time.

EDIT: I just got what you were saying about God committing suicide, making him sinful. I still think what I say stands and supports what you're saying though.