OP...seriously... i dont like you. let me tell you why

im a socially normal person, im not too fun im well aware but im not awkward. i have awkward moments, and i have funny moments. ive read GGG and thought "ive done that" ive read SoP, and thought "shit, ive done that" but i can only share this because im recovering SoP.... let me tell you it sucks. it reaaaaallly sucks when for example: you used to be a normal person, with friends, who made you laugh and you could make laugh. and for varying reasons you dont really have them anymore. only "people you used to know" because of your problems you stopped talking to them. and regret it. you resent people for tiny things that dont matter. you look far deeper into something they said that even they did themselves. and you get more and more awkward.

depression. it also sucks. it was the reason i lost all my friends as non of them actually asked why i wasnt talking to them, or why we hadnt seen eachother for so long. or even how i was feeling, which when depressed is very important. that being said being a SoP is kinda like schitzofrenia... but more like paranoia... everything everyone sais is somehow geared towards how awkward YOU are. EVERYTHING needs to be analized. and it all has to be done without them noticing. thus developing trust issues. im just barely coming out of a 3 year stage of this right now. things get easier and matter less.

ergo; the point of all this. you are right, but any...real... SoP will be uncomfortable with reading your post. so on their behalf, fuck you. but on your behalf, SoP's no one really cares if your awkward. no one. thats a good thing tho, your not bothering them as much as youd think.... or at all.