owl's scare the shit out of me, Ever since I was a little kid. I had woken up in the middle of the night cause I heard the bathtub gurgling. I was about six. I had left my toys in the bathtub, and they were preventing the water from draining. My dad hated it when I left the toys in the bath tub. So I got up to pick them up and while I was doing this in the bathroom an Owl ripped out the screen window in the bathroom and asked me if I was "ready to go yet". I said no and it took me there anyways. Where it took me was a dark place. It laid me down on something. I was laying down on something cold and hard. There was a dim grey light above my head. The light illuminated a dozen or so shadows around me. The Shadows were standing around me mumbling things, It sounded like questions. I didn't know how to answer it. I didn't understand them. Then the pain started behind my ears. The mumbling noises grew louder, Then everything descended into a abstract hell of colors and horror.

I woke up for years every night, every other night, screaming and convulsing from pain behind my ears. From the shadows, from the owl. As the years went on, The shadows mumbling's became more coherent. The pain behind my ears became less. They were looking for a man, the leader of a civilization. The abstract hell of colors eventually become more clear and this man ruled a spherical structure the size of several large galaxies. This man was very old, Possibly a hundred thousand years old. The oldest person in this civilization. This very advanced civilization. These shadows wiped out nearly everyone that was living on this thing, The leader killed off the last of his people so the shadows couldn't get them, and then he fled as he wussed out on killing himself. He had tried.

Some nights, Most nights, After the shadow dream. The Shadows showed me them killing people. Millions of people a night, over and over. Most all of them would stare at the dark light that would appear at a point in front, in front of them and then start screaming, Then they would vanish. The shadows want all massive groups of sentient life. They don't care about small groups. They wait till these small groups grow large.

They showed me that Earth was seeded from this large civilization. This large civilization always regrows it's population to massive sizes after a few million years. The Shadows don't kill everyone on this massive structure. There are people that live in crevices deep inside of the structure, very deep, in places the Shadows can't get to because of certain aspects of the ancient technology deep inside of this, this, super massive structure.

The shadows showed me all of this, all of this and more, way more, And it was always a fucking Owl in the beginning of the dream, Always a fucking Owl, Always a fucking Owl, Goddamn Owls, Who, Who, Who, Are you ready to go yet? WHY DO YOU WANT ME??? I'M JUST A KID!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who Who Who Are you Ready to Go yet? A decade of my life spent in these goddamn dreams. I hate you.

memory, dream, memory, dream, memory dream, FUCK IT IT'S A GODDAMN DREAM. WHY