My sister came for a family reunion thing last year (I was 21, she 25) and she was ultra nice. She made pies and bought presents and all kinds of shit. I couldn't handle it. I still see her as that psychopath that I grew up with. I felt a rage toward her that I never feel. We had a fight, I told her I fucking hate her and I left. I'd like to talk to her again, but she insists I beg for forgiveness. Fuck that shit. I know it's stupid and childish, but I just can't overcome the thought that she is still just trying to one-up me all the time. Like a game of cat and mouse.